TW: Some mentions of loss, suicide, and violence, specifically Rebecca Wight.
The Week of Action 2015 concluded yesterday, May 10. Co-directors Meg and Alice wrote this post jointly to discuss the event and how participating has affected us.
Many thanks to Khadija, who declined to participate in this final post but shared her thoughts during the week, and to Jazmin, Aviva, and Rebecca, who were not able to write for the blog this week like they wanted but nonetheless helped the two of us put the event together.
Until next year â we send you all our love. đ
How do you feel this yearâs Week of Action went, both in general and for you personally?
Alice: This was the first Week of Action I took part in as the co-director of the projects. I think it went well! I had the chance to share some ideas and connect with some interesting people. Itâs hard to think about but we always remember. I wasnât able to do too much this year but I completed the challenge I set for myself. Iâm looking forward to next year.
Meg: I donât think this yearâs Week of Action was as organized as it has been in years past. Itâs not anyoneâs fault and Iâm so glad I had Alice, Khadija, Rebecca, Jazmin, and Aviva to work on it with me, even though not everyone was able to post like theyâd intended. It just didnât seem as coordinated as it has been in the past. Iâm glad we gave the new format a shot and weâll work on making it better for next year. Personally, it weighs on me every year, thinking about all the stories of those weâve lost, especially the one thatâs had such an impact on my life. But Iâm always glad to have taken on the challenge. I end the event feeling a little sad, but also energized to keep fighting.
One of our slogans is âto remember the past, to change the present, and to hope for the future.â What does remembering the past mean to you in the context of this event?
Alice: I make a point to talk openly about the stories to my children and others. Thatâs how I remember the past. All of my children know Rebecca Wightâs name and what happened to her. Iâm sure there are some people out there who think itâs strange my partner and I told them when they were so young. She and I thought it was important we all remember. Iâm reminded of my little daughter, how she wanted to leave hearts âfor Rebeccaâ in Michaux to let her know we were thinking of her. Everyone has their own ideas about what it means to remember. I donât think anyoneâs wrong.
Meg: Remembering the past isâŚto me a thing thatâs so personal itâs hard to pinpoint exactly what it means to me. I guess Iâd say I remember the past by acknowledging what happened and speaking out about it â and doing what I can for those who survived and their families. I just go with what feels right. Passing on the human stories to my generation of the people who lived and loved and had real thoughts and desires and flaws â not just the stories of their brutal murders â is one thing I can do to keep their memories alive.
Do you believe you are seeing change in the present for LGBT people?
Alice: Yeah, absolutely. I canât believe how much things have changed. Never did I ever think Iâd see a day where Iâd see same-sex marriage in 39 states, kids coming out in middle school, parents accepting their transgender kindergartners. It isnât perfect. We still have a long way to go, but Iâm so happy to see how far weâve come.
Meg: Yes and no. I believe weâre seen unprecedented victories for LGBT people in the past couple of years, no doubt about that. But as I said in a presentation recently: with progress comes retaliation. I donât think itâs accurate to say the backlash has been unprecedented, but weâve definitely seen a backlash against LGBT people this year â in the form of bills designed to hurt our community, discrimination, and yes, violence. Iâd also say certain letters of that acronym are seeing more change for the better than others. Thatâs a problem that needs to be addressed.
Now, the last part of the slogan: to hope for the future. When you envision a future for LGBT people, what do you see?
Alice: I see the young people, the current generation, creating the world they want, the world I want for them. Theyâre going to change the world. People my age talk a lot about âthe me generation,â âthe entitlement generation.â I think itâs complete bullshit. I wish I had half the passion, dedication, and commitment to change for GLBT people these kids do when I was their age. I see a future thatâll eventually be free of discrimination and violence because the kids who experienced discrimination and violence will see that it stops. I donât know if Iâll be around to see the day hate crimes donât happen any more, but I like to think itâll happen.
Meg: I always picture my future daughter or granddaughter when I think about this. Telling her stories about that period of time where LGBT people had to fight for their basic rights. I like to imagine she listens but walks away thinking, âI canât believe people ever had to do that; I canât believe some of the simplest things you considered âmajor victories.â The era you grew up in was so backwards.â I see a future where being LGBT is just so commonplace and accepted the idea we ever had to fight tooth and nail for our basic rights is hard to believe.
I remember when I was in France in 2013, my host familyâs daughter, who was thirteen or fourteen at the time, seemed really blown away when I was explaining a little about the work I do and who Rebecca Wight was. She gasped and said, âDoes that really happen?â and I know I said, âYes â itâs actually not uncommon in the United States.â I envision a future where her reaction is the norm because hate crimes against LGBT people are so rare. I believe that future will come someday and I hope Iâll be around to see it.
If you could say something to any of the people who have been lost to violence or suicide, what would you say and why?
Alice: âI wish you couldâve seen what the world became.â You know, Iâm fifty years old. I remember a time where I thought no one would ever love me or want to be with me because Iâm a lesbian. Iâm getting choked up because I remember that. I couldnât even conceive of coming out until I was well into my 20s and I was still one of the younger ones. But nowâŚnow thereâs kids in elementary and middle schools coming out and being accepted. Thereâs been this amazing shift in acceptance. I really wish they couldâve seen it. I think theyâd be so amazed by how far weâve come.
Meg: Wow. Thatâs a hard question. I guess I would want to second Alice and say âI wish you couldâve seen itâ because I was one of those kids who came out at thirteen, and I donât know that I could have done that in any other era. I remember telling that story to a couple of older lesbians and they cried. Itâs just so hard to imagine a world where we donât have the kind of acceptance we have today â I mean, the 2010s still have their problems; thatâs why this event exists â but for those who died so long ago, I think Iâd want to tell them how much everything has changed. Other than that I think Iâd just want to say, âYou are still remembered; youâre still making a difference.â
Do you have any final words of wisdom you want to say to the people who participated and those who might be reading?
Alice: Stay strong. Keep going. Weâre here for you if you need us. Please donât hesitate to reach out if you need to talk. Tell the people you love how much they mean to you, not because they might be gone tomorrow, but because itâs worth saying now. Love greatly, love often, and love outside the lines. Always remember the people who didnât live to see the world you may take for granted.
Meg: I donât know if I have any âwords of wisdomâ but I do hope you all have accomplished all you set out to this week. And if this time of year is difficult for you, know that we are thinking of you and sending you all our love. Itâs hard to think about but we always remember, and weâre always available for anyone who needs to talk or process. Iâm so grateful for all of you who make this event possible and all of you who have allowed us a place in your lives. Iâve been saying this a lot this week, but if you take away anything from this event, take away this:
We are loved, the lives we lead are important, there is much still to love in the world, and we will find ways to make living worthwhile in spite of our bad days â or bad weeks â together.
Authors: Meg and Alice